consuming me.

when will the tears cease

when will this pain stop

i feel like im falling

im about to drop

i cant stand to look at you

through all of my tears

i cant believe i lasted

for so many years

i thought you would change

you promised me so

i should have known

that you'd bring me so low

now i sit here and scream

in a big crowded room

no one can here me

instead they consume

consuming my mind

on my feer they're feeding

i cant help but cry

for my heart is bleeding

no one can see me

no one understands

you mine as well kill me

with your own two hands

i dont know which is worse

to stay or to leave

without you i'll be happier

thats what i believe

konnor will be too

just so you're aware

although i cant be sure

that you even care

its all about you

what you want you get

im done with the bullshit

im calling it quits!

when our hearts no longer

unite as one soul

the pain will come to a hault

and again i'll feel whole.

goodbye friend and lover

of four long years

im giving it up cutting it off

so there are no more tears